全新的自己

好不容易进入的梦乡把我带到了一个不曾到过的世界~
以前总会梦到自己浮在空中，最恐怖的就只是被鬼追。可是在梦里我不曾死过因为我总会知道我是这世界的主角！在大刀飞到我面前时，只要我使劲儿一闭眼，睁开眼的那刻画面就会完全不一样~
梦里的你是不是也一样呢？

最近的梦境好陌生~
发生的一切，串起来都不是什么~ 毫无关联的！
醒了竟然还能把所有不知道是什么的什么，一一道出~

现实生活也是如此！
我不知道我在做些什么，可是什么都能轻易地做到！
现在唯一主宰我的就是非自主神经。

曾经非常大汗的我，在烟熏的庙宇里竟然干巴巴的！
惹蚊子的我最近都不被蚊子们青睐~
害怕堵车的我竟然扑向拥挤的车子群里，捆在车龙里1，2小时竟然都不喊累！
记性级差的我竟然能对看过的一切过目不忘！
曾经馋嘴的我竟然可以什么也不吃，吃了也不知道好吃与否~
没有脾气，没有欲望。。。
最令我难过的是，什么东西都能笑餐饱的我忘了怎么笑！
为什么你要把我的这些都带走？！！

我要死了吗？疯了吗？
我要找回我的灵魂！

在这里，不得不推荐“UP” by Walt Disney & Pixar~
是它让我感受到我自己！
我笑，我难过，我思考~

好吧！就让我解说这一切一切其实就是我人生的另一个转折点~
我接受这个全新的自己！
感谢你让我重新谱写我的人生！

无灵魂之一~ 无动于奇闻异事

我看了没什么感觉，或许你会有很多看法。
说来听听，让我也感受正常人应有的反应。

今天看到个报道说，有个英国伦敦妇女在23年内和千五个人上床。
她不是妓女，堪称自己是“性治疗师”。
顾客有男，有女。男的病症多是不举，早泄；女的就是高潮的问题。
有的男士是性伴侣携伴治疗的！

印象中的她~

things for life

I have been soulless for almost a week....
I have not been laughing truely from my heart~ I had finished my paper this morning, a paper that all the words do not mean anything for me~ My!!! relief....
I was so soulless that i forgotten where i put my parking sticker just when i was about to leave the car! Crazy!!!! i even ignored the traffic light and frighten the pillion rider... imagine, a man yield coz of my soullessness... sorry ZhiWei...(frankly, i really din see any red light.....)Now, here comes my 1st true smile..
This is a present from one of my friend. A long story behind this present...
In a nut shell, this is something that i wanted deadly last time... someone promised to get me but turned out to be nothing....
It sudden appear makes me smile naturally... just like that!
Thank goodness... i'm still an ordinary human being~ (Thanks Weng)

Today, i found something miracle in my life!
Something that people named it "friendship"..
We spent the whole day chatting, celebrating, singing~ (as if they'd finished their exam)
i got the second most precious thing for my 22nd Bday.
A laugh that thrown out naturally as we sing in craze on the couch.

Due to my soullessness, let's end up my blog with a grateful heart.
Thanks Weng, ZhiWei, YekHong, Soong, Kevin, ChenYep, ZhenXiang.
Muackssssss~~~~~

life???

Have you doubted your existence in this world?
Have you ever think why is that people do this and that?
Why do people want to kill themselves? Why we need to sit? stand?
Why are people so crazy with the silver platter world? why?
Lately, i just feel like blank out! this could be best described with the chinese saying :"看破红尘" or "愤世嫉俗"。。。Haiz~ just don't know when do i stat to think about all these~
When? hmmm... lat me recall my memory...
when is the last time i laugh out loud?.. forgotten....
when is the time i start to feel like i don't mean for anything and nothing meant for me?
why we live? ....
oh!!! gosh!!! i am soulless~~~

A H1N1 epidemic

i am quarantined for 3 days from today onwards due to flu...
Just to inform ppl around me that had got along with me these few days.
Take care my friend..